Short Life
Ahhhh....
Found my blog after 3 years.... its most important discovery after the discovery of America.
ok... the last three year...... let me think what i have done in these years!
2009- Nothing special, just college's great days with friends, started concentrating over studies to score better so that my overall percentage in B-Tech should improve.
2010- Infatuation with a girl in college, started a relationship in March. A relationship that needed lot of management skills.
Faced another side of my personal understandings --- A girl ( doubtfully in love) VS Family persons with a little conservativeness. Internal battle was continued inside my mind and i also shared it with the girl making the feelings complex.
Passed the college right on time with a score which was able to fill the criteria of TRIPLE 60 -- the unwanted filter which is a product of some of bastard minds who know how to do less work for selection in a populous country.
Finally returned Home in Delhi after 4 years in college's hostel in Allahabad. But leaving hostel was definitely not a good feeling.Started searching jobs, faced some bitter realities. Became a house dog, the second half of this year was full of frustration. Started making things uglier with my GF, which was result of a part of my frustration and doubts about our relationship. Took communicative break up with the girl.
2011- The year of changes. Got admission into CDAC. Enjoyed the time there. In between finally broke up with the girl. But started missing her badly, but then controlled the chemistry in mind and made a balanced formula based on few unreasonable logic of hate.
Suddenly got a job in NOIDA in a big IT company through CDAC when the hopes of getting a Job were nearly dead. Started working in September with a worst impression which i can give to a manager. Job has began with a money - money issue in family. Didn't found satisfaction in job and comfort in family.
2012- Faced increasing unrest about career and found more argument with family members ( started becoming a bit of rude ). Life became slowest and boring but i was not frustrated as before the job.
Took a transfer to Mumbai, hoping some changes and peace from family arguments. Lets see what kind of changes this city can bring to my life.... !!!
Found my blog after 3 years.... its most important discovery after the discovery of America.
ok... the last three year...... let me think what i have done in these years!
2009- Nothing special, just college's great days with friends, started concentrating over studies to score better so that my overall percentage in B-Tech should improve.
2010- Infatuation with a girl in college, started a relationship in March. A relationship that needed lot of management skills.
Faced another side of my personal understandings --- A girl ( doubtfully in love) VS Family persons with a little conservativeness. Internal battle was continued inside my mind and i also shared it with the girl making the feelings complex.
Passed the college right on time with a score which was able to fill the criteria of TRIPLE 60 -- the unwanted filter which is a product of some of bastard minds who know how to do less work for selection in a populous country.
Finally returned Home in Delhi after 4 years in college's hostel in Allahabad. But leaving hostel was definitely not a good feeling.Started searching jobs, faced some bitter realities. Became a house dog, the second half of this year was full of frustration. Started making things uglier with my GF, which was result of a part of my frustration and doubts about our relationship. Took communicative break up with the girl.
2011- The year of changes. Got admission into CDAC. Enjoyed the time there. In between finally broke up with the girl. But started missing her badly, but then controlled the chemistry in mind and made a balanced formula based on few unreasonable logic of hate.
Suddenly got a job in NOIDA in a big IT company through CDAC when the hopes of getting a Job were nearly dead. Started working in September with a worst impression which i can give to a manager. Job has began with a money - money issue in family. Didn't found satisfaction in job and comfort in family.
2012- Faced increasing unrest about career and found more argument with family members ( started becoming a bit of rude ). Life became slowest and boring but i was not frustrated as before the job.
Took a transfer to Mumbai, hoping some changes and peace from family arguments. Lets see what kind of changes this city can bring to my life.... !!!
Again found this blog after a long gap and trying to remember what all I have done in previous year.
2013- Kept working in Mumbai, after hostel again youth life was back with Metropolitan touch, and if you are in India and you got to live some of your wild days in Mumbai... u r lucky. I traveled, explored, made friends, yes it was a good time indeed.... a single young boy chasing adventures. And I started creating a bond with an office girl unknowingly and joined a small group of office buddies mostly as travel partners. The year was fun.
2014 - The year of some changes - I was officially having a girlfriend, I was bored with my office work and worried about the future. Things were changing in Mumbai, 2014 was not as good as 13 but it was having changes... important changes.
2015 - Changed my project, moved to Navi Mumbai, me with my only Roomie left. Love started spreading its arm and I was sinking in it day by day. Well now boredom was back, the future was not so clear. I was getting more worried and my mind started telling me - let's go back home.
2016 - Yes, Mumbai was done now. Lets go back home. I came back Delhi to live with my family. Well now as I was done with adventures, I started thinking of the future, money, work etc. I was busy in these stuffs when shocks came to life. It was my Aaji who left us, we spent some time with Bau Ji but they were really made for each other and he also left. I was shattered emotionally.. it was the worst year that I have seen till now in my life. I loved my Grandfather more than any person in the world, and he was gone. I lost many emotions.. almost drained. But then you cant stop in life at a point, you cant kill yourself even if you want too... you will move on. But the truth is I never moved on... its a bleeding vein in my heart permanently now. Life seems pathetic now.....
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